I’m not so sure what I am doing anymore.
I really do actually like him. I just don’t know how to approach him after what happened.
I guess it was my fault we parted. However, I believe he was the one who decided to leave. I just don’t get it. We never said we were exclusive. All I did was cuddle with someone else else. If I didn’t feel guilty, I wouldn’t have told you. Apparently, that’s the worst decision I have ever made.
Normally, I wouldn’t even say a word but since I do like you and I didn’t want secrets. I told you. Then you blew up in my face. Saying I am cold blooded and insensitive. Then when I tell you to suck it up, it wasn’t a big deal. Nothing happened. You then tell me I don’t need a man, I already am one. Yelling at me that I am way too strong.
Now I just feel like shit. Maybe I am way too strong and independent for any guys out there. I know I’m the strangest in the bunch, but I wouldn’t be anything else but me.